mmmmmm.

[and its totally strange how things work best when they are how they are supposed to be.]

it feels like i am watching my life from just outside of it.
i am osoglad i have finally reached the place where i amuse myself with my flaws and mishaps as well as with the funny and amazingness. [well, most of the time anyway. the rest of the times i am just irritated and/or want to change and improve myself vastly.]
and mmmmmm friends.
im hungry. im sleepy. im a [clean] mess. im ridiculous. im aware that there are possibly worse things.
hum. take me dancing.
and maybe i need a hobby?

[ i think i want to be catholic and ghettofabulous--
and i want to be julieandrews, elisabethelliot and the female version of david eggers in a heartbreaking work of staggering genius. all mixed together.]

currently playing: funky good time/scratchtrack :: a spoonful of julie/? :: mr. lonely/? :: everything/sanctus real :: your house/jimmyeatworld :: underneath/hanson
[i love music more than i remember i do sometimes.]

Posted 5/1/2005 2:49 AM