misc.

> pen pals is a sexy idea. if i wasnt so bad about returning things [like letters etc] i would like it, i think. as is, there is too much guilt involved, but its sexy anyway.

> today was the first day of my college career that i was feeling gross enough to stay in bed. [i can think of about 2 other times when i should have stayed in bed but just didnt] i skipped class and my work was even done. go figure.

>i made myself some hot chocolate just now and i think i can safely add making hot chocolate to my list of things that i am good at. i think that makes the grand number of things on the list 16. i am good at 16 things.
i counted, so i know.

> in a while, i wont remember what the tears were for.

> im feeling restless. dont know what i want. tonight was the first night in a long time [except for when i knew i wanted wafflehouse, but i always know i want that] when i knew decidedly what i wanted for supper. i wanted rice. i had rice. and it was sooo good. but i just dont know what i want lately, it seems. grocery shopping the other night took forever. think of how many decisions you have to make when you grocery shop. it took me like a year to decide tonight where i was going to study. i ended up where i started, actually. i wonder if thats a sign.

> when i am home, i shall sleep on my couch. but not every night.

> Personally, I Prefer Blackbirds who are not Baked into Pi(es)
while pondering "The World's Most Delicious Number less than 5,” nursury rhymes and other things.

(Can I pass a plate?)

Blackbird, be warned.

Kings can count
sixpence (pocketful).
Maidens, gardening out
by the barnyard, sing.

Baking is coming soon.
But now: catching,

And in dessert carefully
baked,—o so delicious.


> i realize this poem is nothing wonderful. but i got $5 for it.
(this may be the first time ive been paid as an author. huzzah)
whatever makes them happy, i guess. im not complaining.

> how stunning to realize that life could be worse. indeed, it could be better.
but it certainly could be worse.

> glued up my favoritest shoes today, hoping they will hold out a bit longer. and yesterday, i ducktaped the bottoms, just for i dont know why. i swear, if my shoes decided to die sometime soon, i think i would just completely lose it and there might be no recovery. and im not even kidding.

» currently on repeat: rapid hope loss // dashboard confessional

Posted 3/15/2005 9:42 PM