ridiculously devoted

{currently playing: scrabble, and not doing so badly at that}and {currently eating: black eyed peas as one ought to on new years, but not happily--they arent my absolute favorite in the world}
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is it possible to write a longish sort of something thats actually worth reading in a shortish amount of time? i dont know. the problem at this stage is that my head is filled with a million thoughts but none that present themselves as the beginnings of a longish sort of something that i desire. or endings either. if something presented itself as a plausible ending for something i wouldnt fight it off. but no. all thoughts i have at this moment are strictly unrelated to anything that i want them to be related to. o dear. dont know what to do about that sort of problem.
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im think my spelling is gradually getting worse. i am constantly reaching for my dictionary, which isnt bad, but i shouldnt need to do so quite so much. i need it a lot more than i used to, i think. i dont know how people survive with stupid, smallish, incomplete dictionaries. i adore mine. resolved: to work on both spelling and grammar.
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2 mornings ago i called in to the radio station and i wanted them to play this song i love and they did. and i was very excited. i never called in anywhere before, and i didnt really want to [i never know what to say] but i did. never mind what song was [think early 80s christian choir music, christmas music at that, at the most baptist church you know. yes, the song is mostly hideous.] there is no reason in the whole world that i should be as devoted to this song as i am, but i have loved it forever and i feel that i shall go on doing so. and i feel slightly ridiculous, but o well. i was rather pleased all in all. :D
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i think sparklers on new years was rather a good idea [an idea which i can not take all the credit for, a good friend helped me come up with it. the joys of smart friends are never ending, i think] ....

(1/2/2004 1:12 AM)